everything was beautiful and nothing hurt.

I knew that I was going to be depressed coming back to campus. I knew things were going to be different. I knew this was going to happen and I dreaded it so much and now that it’s here I don’t know what to do about it.

God I hate it here.

Anonymous asked: what's fwb mean?

friends with benefits.

Anonymous asked: Why can't I find a girl like you in my actual life?

Because there are much better girls in your actual life :)

Anonymous asked: who did you kick out of bed

Oh man this ask got lost amidst the boob craze. I didn’t actually kick anyone out of bed tonight.  I was referring to a conversation I had last night.  My fwb called me and we were talking about his new dorm on campus and how he hates sleeping on the top bunk. He said he’s going to be sleeping in my bed with me a lot and I was like, “I don’t know about that haha,” because he knows I rarely do sleepovers, and I said “Maybe if I invite you.” And he laughed sarcastically and said, “Don’t even say that, you know you would never invite me.” And I felt kind of bad but really it’s so true. I just don’t like cuddling and I don’t like waking up with someone else in the morning and the whole thing is just unappealing to me.  But he takes it personally and it kind of sucks.

Anonymous asked: That picture made my heart smile.

Aw bb :*